have no guts to do..

i dont know..i just have no guts to call,to text u..
my patient is dropping down right now..
i need a person who can always be by my side..
the one who i can share my story with..
my happiness ..my sadness..
it was just the love that hold me to stick with u..
and it was me who made this decision..just blame myself..
well love is blind..and always do..
no matter how its seems so wrong..
should i stand still...
or should i move on..
maybe it still early to think and to decide...
i dont know..
maybe im not in a position to decide...
im always wrong...
how can it be right..
blurrr...
i feel guilty everytime i text u..well im pampered girl...
always want to text...im afraid that would disturb u..
hurm.
maybe im the 1 who should change..
its gonna be so difficult...

sy manusia biasa..

aku adalah aku..
tiada bepura-pura..
aku dengan jiwaku..
perlu Tuhan membimbingku...
aku cuma manusia biasa ..
insan dgn nama,bersama iman dan akal fikiran..
aku punya hati dengan perasaan...
aku bukan lemah,tak jua cukup kuat..
aku kdgkala terlalu berdikari..
kdgkala jua perlu kamu bersama aku..
aku bukan manja..
tp aku cuma diriku...

monolog..

hati: aku syg dia..sbb dia comel..
akal: comel xsemestinya bagus untuk kau..
hati:jika dgn dia slh,aku xmahu yg benar..
akal: yg benar tu bg bhgia..kenapa nak yg salah?yg sesat??
hati: xnk pikir da..totally in love dgn dia..
akal: in love ke kau buta?? kau bukan ada mata...
hati:aku selalu rindu dia...nk selalu dgn dia..
akal:tp dia xboleh selalu dgn kau..boleh terima ke?
hati: biar masa tentukan..i'll wait for u..
akal: berapa lama kau boleh tunggu? buang masa jer..
hati:eh akal kau jgn sibuk boleh..aku tw ape aku nk..
akal:tp kau perlukan aku mcm kau perlukan seseorang..aku tw apa yg terbaik untuk kau..
hati..biar aku fikirkan...
akal:kau tak boleh berfikir dgn waras..cuma aku yg boleh tunjukkan jalan..kau cuma ikutkan perasaan..
hati:...................

myself :dgr kata hati,fikirkan konklusi....apa lagi nak dikata..kalau hati dan fikiran xsekata..

dedicated to all my friends..luv u all...(^,^)

im nobody..
im no one...
im just me myself..
friends..
u give love..
u give smile..
u lend me shoulders to cry..
u give me sunshine...
i see rainbow...
no words can describe...
how to appreciate..
im thankful..

for having friends..
love u all.
friends...

orang asyik mengata...

apa lg nk dikata bila orang mula mengata..
mulut mereka,kata-kata mereka masalah mereka..
perlukah kita terkesan dgn mereka?
andai mereka memberi nasihat tidak slh kita mndengar..
buang yg keruh,ambil yg jernih...
yg memberi nasihat, lakukanlah dgn berhemah..
silap cara timbul sengketa..
biar apa orang nk kata,asalkan hati gembira..
jangan pula yg slh kita mahu tegakkan..
apa pun..im hepi with my life..
i know what i do..i know what i want..
thanks pd sapa2 yg mengambil berat..
amat sy hargai..:)