trust..not something easy to give away..

yesterday was the exhausting day ever...i thought so.
i've to do 2 works at 1 time..and both were assignments that i have to submit today..
coz why?
my partner in the group did not do his part and i've to take over that..
wow..so easy to live huh..
that's why it was hard for me to trust people with work.
whenever i gave them work to do, at the end I still did the same and i would combined the work.
im afraid that he or she did not make it..
my work wouldnt perfect but at least I have a back up then right..
I dont understand n how a student can have no time to do their assignments but at the same time feel freely to join society activities..
im very happy if u can balance your life dude..
dont make other people difficult for u coz im gonna do the same if u do that to me..
you wouldnt have the marks..oppss sorry..
by the way im happy coz i got 14/15 for my land law group assignments
and 11/15 for my jurisprudence mid semester test..
well at least there's something that can make me happy.
im gonnna try hard for this semester too..
i know i can do it..
pray for me friends...:)

alone....

since u were there
i was alone...
waiting...waiting....no ending..

selfish..not in list..

i cant stand with people who only belong to their own groups..
not mingle around with others..
opss..you all not in my list too
how can people be so selfish..only concerned with their own matters?
people like this cant be a leader..
hey not even leader..not worth to be a friend.
coz who knows she or he could be 'musuh dlm selimut'-stab their own people..
huh..what a mess..

complicated life...

right now im busy doing my Investigation Paper(IP)..murder case..
given 2 weeks to finish it..but im just done the introduction part only..
doing it with my partner,Adam..
he looks okey..means..can be depend on..
well sounds pretty good to have good partner..
im also bz with my business..
im selling Tupperware..agent under my aunt..huhu..
not easy to divide time to do business and study..
im thinking to clear all the stocks before the end of this semester..
so that I can have some pocket money..
abah had complained that i spent too much lately...
yeah coz i did buy external hard disk, went out every weekend..date..hihiii
it's just soo stress to spend time in this room ..study..study..and study..
i need rest..
but now he had transferred to Butterworth..
means no more date for a while..
urm....enough for the date..focus on study..
huhu..so many things to do..
just do it 1 by one...

this is life..

im kind of bz lately..
with dozens of assignment to catch up the deadline..exams..
huh..exhausted..
i feel like wanna go to holiday...even just come back from holiday..haha
or maybe im just get this enough.
but life wouldnt be that easy..
u just cant hope to live easy life..
having  leisure time all the times..
can i?huhu
sometimes i feel life is too hard to get through
i wanna good life..without need to struggle soo much..
but then if i want to have that, i have to work hard now..
study hard to get a better life right..
hurmm..
owh yeah..today-5/4/12..its been 1 year and 7 months between me and amirul...
i just dont want to remember the past..
want to forget Qai..just dont know how...
just live my life ..
hoping to have this current relationship goes well..
and my study ..
ughhhh hard to say..
sometimes have no mood ..coz soo many things to do..
being a student is hard enough..what more when work later..