Wednesday, May 29, 2013

the real me..

people might see me tough and strong ..
yes i am..but sometimes i cry..
i cry because that is the only way for me to express my feelings..to ease the burden in my heart..
people dont know..they can just talk..
i miss aina..aini..ita..kak da...
they are the best listener..the best when i need someone to talk to..
but now i just cry in silence..
and here..i can write anything i wanted to..
so plis..dont judge me..u dont know me...
but im thankful that i can still feel happy with what i have.even though it doesnt perfect..
i feel like im the mother, im the father..but u know what?
im tired..exhausted..
sometimes i just dont want to think about others..
i just want to think about myself..
to do everything just to please myself..
but my responsibilities are to big.
im handling this myself..
and again..people dont know..
im still young..im like other teenagers who want to enjoy the life..
but i cant..
i cry..always cry..
but it makes me stronger...independent..
and i hope i will be truly happy 1 day..
be loved and feel love..

Monday, May 27, 2013

kata-kata xserupa bikin...

kau kate kau syg..
tp kau sakitkan..
kau kata kau rindu..
tp kau xhiraukan..
kau kata kau mahu..
tp kau xpasti..
apakah kau mahu?
kau sendiri xtahu..

p/s:- hati sendiri, jaga sendiri..dan akulah hati yg kau sakiti..haha...

Thursday, May 23, 2013

chambering(2)

sudah mula bosan chambee.
why? why this is happen to me?aiyoo..
minat ke xminat sbnrnye ni??
aduhai..please bertahan..9 bln saje..SAJE???
huhh...

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

chambering..(1)

today i submitted my written submission for divorce case..
together with the draft of will..
of course i try to do my best..
but i am not expert..so the will was not perfect..
there's amendment here and there and im frustrated..disappointed..
it is not up to his expectation i guess..
although i do it according to his sample..still..not perfect..
so sample is just a sample..
.if u are wrong by doing it according to the sample, i think, i am not totally wrong..huhu(ayt nk sedapkan hati yg keciwa)
today im  bored..nothing much to do..
just study about bankruptcy...
ok bye...