people might see me tough and strong ..
yes i am..but sometimes i cry..
i cry because that is the only way for me to express my feelings..to ease the burden in my heart..
people dont know..they can just talk..
i miss aina..aini..ita..kak da...
they are the best listener..the best when i need someone to talk to..
but now i just cry in silence..
and here..i can write anything i wanted to..
so plis..dont judge me..u dont know me...
but im thankful that i can still feel happy with what i have.even though it doesnt perfect..
i feel like im the mother, im the father..but u know what?
sometimes i just dont want to think about others..
i just want to think about myself..
to do everything just to please myself..
but my responsibilities are to big.
im handling this myself..
and again..people dont know..
im still young..im like other teenagers who want to enjoy the life..
but i cant..
i cry..always cry..
but it makes me stronger...independent..
and i hope i will be truly happy 1 day..
be loved and feel love..
today i submitted my written submission for divorce case..
together with the draft of will..
of course i try to do my best..
but i am not expert..so the will was not perfect..
there's amendment here and there and im frustrated..disappointed..
it is not up to his expectation i guess..
although i do it according to his sample..still..not perfect..
so sample is just a sample..
.if u are wrong by doing it according to the sample, i think, i am not totally wrong..huhu(ayt nk sedapkan hati yg keciwa)
today im bored..nothing much to do..
just study about bankruptcy...
Yeah tomorrow for the first time in my life, im gonna vote for general election..so excited!
I will vote for...secret!!
Everyone has right to vote and right to choose which party they like..
.so..it is up to your guys whether this time it should be 'ini kalilh kita ubah' or stay with the current..
And of course I choose....tetttttt..haha..
Anyway whatever it is we are Malaysian..together as one living in this lovely country..
Just accept the result with open heart and be a good citizen..okay?
Today I went for an interview at a law firm..
My friend ceema suggest me to go there..
Yeah it was a last minute plan but I decided to try..who knows I might get the job..
During the interview I was soo nervous..
But I pray to Allah and hope that i got the job..
Guess what!!! I got the job..at last..
So hopefully in this 9 months time, everything is gonna be fine..
And I will be a lawyer..yes..a lawyer..
Tq for all support ..
This is just the beginning of my career life..
I will do my best insyaAllah..