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today i dont know why...
feel so lonely..
have no one to share with..
too many things to do...
everything was messy..
i want to go out from here..
i want to go somewhere to release tension..
crying right now...its hurt when u dont know how to express your feeling..when u have no one to hear..
it hurt deeply inside..
i want him..but he wasnt here..
i want to share everything with him but i cant..
i feel like im being childish to complain about this thing to him...
i dont know..sometimes i feel like when we love someone more than he do, we would want more from him..
impossible to happen..
here i am..
alone...