the pain..

it's not that i dont realize..not that i dont regret..
but i still remember...
the pain is stil here..
it's not that i dont love him whom i have now..
i just cant forget Qai..
time still cant cure the pain..
cant erase the memories...
cant bring me courage to forget..
and sometimes i still become stalker..
look at his fb..the only way i can do..coz i dont want to contact him anymore..his number also gone..
there's still tears..when suddenly the memories came..
and the pictures..i still keep it..
i know i can forget him if i just erase it..but i just cant..
how stupid i am..

the worst thing ever..is to know u.to fall in love with u..and have a broken heart because of you..